Dreaming Out Loud

So....lately I've been doing a lot of thinking about the future. I am 18, and out of high school, so the future is a little scary right now. I have been losing friends, and my parents are sepearted. I've been dealing with SO much lately, it's all a bit overwhelming. ....BUT everyyyyone keeps reminding me who holds my future & who has these GREAATT plans for my life. ...GOD. & I have always, always believed he did. But lately, i just don't know....however, what I've come to realize is that sometimes....we just DON'T & maybe never will understand his plan for our lives. but all i know is life is worth living, because when you DO live, & i mean actually LIVE, you don't regret it. Sometimes, it is SO hard to get out of bed & actually do something with your life....i mean why not just sleep all day & night, no one cares right? It's not bothering anybody.....BUT it is. There are people out there, believe it or not, that need us. I have come into contact with multiple people who have been through what i have, & more, BUT they are making it out there everyday. & affecting people's lives...& yes, .Sometimes i just feel like curling up into a tiny ball & just dying....right there. But I KNOW by now that I am not alone, so much that I can no longer convince myself otherwise........Because i KNOW I am just lying to myself to have a pity party......So, if you want to 'Dream Out Loud' like I want to...Start speaking your dreams....start living your dreams.....NO it will NOT all come together in ONE day. but everyday, one day at a time, it will....& once you start moving towards your dreams...there is NO stopping you then.

Sara ;)

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